January 2011
December 2010
alzay asked: I admire your reply to people's blogs. your heart for God really inspires me! I've been trying to rebuild my relationship with Him but I've just been having such a hard time. But you inspire me to keep trying! So I'd just like to thank you (:
And I was thinking: He can have every inch of me....
Home
My friend just texted me back saying I seem so happy. That’s a funny thing to say to someone who has tears streaming down their face. I miss home. I miss my Baby Girl Kaili. I want her with me, but I can’t have her in this house. I have nothing in the town for me. There is no opportunities, I live in a GHOST TOWN. Having my boyfriend here for a bit, and now him gone again hurts....
11:11
My boyfriend just texted me saying he loves me exactly at 11:11. I honestly don’t believe in wishing at that time or anything. I just thought it was cute. [;
On A Mission
Today I told myself to be more productive.
My cousin let me use the Trail Blazer before she had to work. I had to mail out 2 boxes. One to my mom with gifts for Kaili, Kaliko, my mom and Kaili, and abother box was to Ryder and Aya the little ones I used to nanny back home. I also needed postcard stamps, and a money order.
I went down the road to Walgreens (like Longs back home, but Lings is...
Half heartedly: 21 Suggestions for Success: →
littlemiss:
By H. Jackson Brown Jr.
Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.
Work at something you enjoy and that’s worthy of your time and talent.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you…
Potential
Sad to say I RARELY ever push myself to my fullest potential. I don’t know why I don’t. Especially if it’s something very easy for me, I just choose not to? Sometimes I try to make a small list of goals just for the day. Easy ones that I am completely capable of doing, and yet sometimes I just choose not to. It’s sad when I think about it. Honestly I want to change that....
I can choose to let it define me, confine me,...
Crying Eyes
You know when you have cried so much,
that your eyes just hurt and feel so heavy.
It makes you feel tired and completely dried out.
Well that’s me, and it hurts.
Sad News
My boyfriend flies out today instead. I only have about 2-3 hours left with him. He had to change his flight. The unit he’s in decided to have a meeting tomorrow, which he HAS to attend. Yes I’m crying . ):
Father,
champaco:
Let those who know You, never forget who You are. Let them never forget what You have done. Let them never forget the future you have planned for them. Let them never lose faith. May they always persevere, love, hope, & trust in You.
MIA
Tomorrow is my boyfriends last day here with me. He has to go back to training then off to his deployment in the PI. I’m sad. :( It sucks being out here all ALONE!!! & When I mean alone, I mean ALONE. I live in a ghost town, and it’s all older folks or babies I’ve seen so far. & Barely any babies…
He’s my best friend too so it stinks. But life goes on and I...
Disney World!
Finally in bed after a long two days of non-stop FUN! Update later.
Pictures
My boyfriend is here visiting me for Christmas. & of course I want to take as many pictures as I can. But….. My face is SO FCKING FAT!!!!!!!. I haven’t gained any weight, my clothes all fit just fine, like they always have. But my face has gotten bigger?!?! What the hell does that mean, and WHY???? It’s so irrrrrkkkkking. -__-
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Eat less, Run more! Here’s to 2011.
Merry Christmas from the East Coast ♡
Don't forget the reason for this season -- the...
Happy Christmas Eve everyone! ♥
My Booger is here! It's so nice to have him by my...
Super excited to give home his gifts. his special one that I ordered came in today!!! I thought it was going to arrive after Christmas, so I’m even more excited!!!!! Tell everyone what it is after Christmas & his reaction. [:
My love is on a plane headed to Washington at the...
I’m so excited. I better try to sleep since I have to drive an hour to pick him up.
;D
Man oh Man
my window faces the neighborhood. Earlier I smelt something sweet like cookies, or a cake! Right now it smells like bbq chicken and mashed potatoes!!!! I’m DROOLIN over here!!!!!
D8
I want to go blonde!
But idk if I have the guts or $$ to do that. lol
Tip.
koaorquia:
I think that a big secret to being happy is just minding your own business. It’s healthy to want to speak out when someone does something that irritates you, but I personally find that if I say nothing, I forget about it faster. That or I’ll say it out loud to myself just to get it out of my system. People are going to do things that irritate you whether you like it or not. Just learn...
FYI
Spamming of pictures from my recent trip to Massachusetts. It was the first time seeing my Father’s side of the family in about 6 years. I just got back to Florida today. I’m happy to be in my own bed. But sad leaving all my aunties, uncles, Nana, and cousins. :(
Long Distance
Right now my boyfriend is back in Hawai’i, while I am here in Florida. He is busy with training most of his day getting ready to go on another deployment. I am here living with my cousin getting ready to go to school.
In my personal opinion, for most couples taking a relationship from seeing each other everyday to going long distant can either make or break the relationship. In all honesty...
Texting my boyfriend Mike
Me: Hey boy, I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you 'cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy take it over
Looking for a guy to put you work up
Oh, oh Ooh
Mike: Yo yo uh what what here we go now. Getting jiggy wit it na na na
Me: O_O Hahahahahahahaha
Mike: Ye ye. (Wit my left hand going up and down shaped like a pistol.)
Me: -_-
Wow my boyfriend is VERY SPECIAL! (;
Hahaha
“Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it...”
– Lillian Dickson
Lunar Eclipse tonight
Someone please post pictures for me! I’m still in MA. In bed, and alone so I don’t want to get up to look at it. Sad I know but I would love to see some pictures!
Life is what we make it, always has been, always...
GABER is here
My cousins here. I can hear his music from down the street and creeping closer. Later tumblr.
